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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

i thot the day b4 yesterday was bad enuff until today

ok..i fail amaths n phy which is like!?shit la..amaths was prepared abt it but not phy cuZ i hv put in quite a no of effort lor..i think mom gottat kill me even if the mark is gonna be upon 90% but then still i fail.how bad can that get.then somemore the phy tuition.i think selyva is gd but i still don noe wads was screw up in that paper.for amaths.can help but blame eric tan cuZ when 1st time come sec 3 i've got a1 n it drop till to e8.a BIT not significant.L1R5 was a disappointing 21..sheesh man...my aim was like wad!?below 15!?now wad kind of shit is this?anyway i don think blog is rather liberal in the way that u cant tel ur real inner personal feeling like hatred of sb in here.anyway i'm sayin i hate these 2 ppl.hate is such distasteful(if there is such a word) feelin but just cant help it right.that asshole cld @ least tell me earlier.make me look so stupid.still mention abt their fathers in front of me.hello!? i've got feelings ok!?the other keep cuttin me off as if i whine so much..@ least i'm betta than u lor.hypocrite.i bet u r tokin behind my bk.whatever..then see ya just now.give me the fake smile all the way..wad the...piss off man.whatever. i bet u will be sayin sth abt how cum i beum so close with someone u don like.well..wad can i say!?frenZship is juz form littat.i rather hv her as my frenZ than being a loner right!?then u will say i'll becomin more n more like her.well wad can i say.hv u ever care how i'm uncomfortable i am whenever u r in the other grp.i nv even tok behind ur bks lor.whatever.u can tok whatever u like.but i can hang out with those losers or ppl u hates who some r my really gd frenZ.

ok anyway.i'm suppose to be here cont my hol story.n oh din go out with wq n ty cuZ every1 is indecisive(okok..mainly i'm the one)but nvm...so yup in the end on sat went orchard with amanda voon cuZ we're goin to her church later.so yup while in orchard we're in fareast n i chose the clothes n she wear n vice versa.ok so yup.not bad la.its better than being @ home n playin com games till i'm sick of it.din get anything..then went to her church.nice place but there are hypocrites.as usual.felt that i've being forced to b christian but i hv doubts although there is one time i really wanted to.but i realize that i hv no commitments so yup.so in the end went home n sun went out with xinli.so that xinli can intro me to skincare products.in the end went to buy clothes.got a skirt @ $25 whose original price was hundred bucks.so yup feel real gd.but grandma want me to tailor it.so hv to spent more $$.but nvm.i'm reaaly happie with it.n oh bought some skincare products but still no effect.waitin to go facial salon(is that wat u call!?)anyway found real cheap but think goin to tp(realise there offer lots of these facial treatment)don noe shuld go 2dae or not cuZ no1 go with me.fell a bit scared.but i rather go alone than goin with the two.its like they wont even care 1 lor!?ask them ish beggin shit!?anyway even ask 1 of the 2 she will choose to follow her instead of me wad..so wad can i do!?anyway don think they b interested anyway.asked xinli but her studies r real bad.want her to study hard for o's.dun want to bother her yet.but cant wait till that time.search for jobs.n found a suitable 1.but haven got the courageto pick up the phone n call.relyin on amanda voon n anna(i'm sure anna will the 1 callin :P)okok.hmm.yup so that was it..actually nth much but just very frustrated for the past few days.anyway manage to sell the last tin of cookies to amanda.so it was *phew*.uh huh. ok mayb sth happier.theres my geo.quite surprise but yar.just glad that manage to bluff my way thru but think that mrs ong is a great teacher from a c5 to a2.must realli thank her cuZ i din study that hard for geo!so yup...anyway we were acting funny b4 geo paper was given out.practically cross everything..ahaha.okok.cant describe but it was hilarious :)!so yup hope this can be the end of my agony!

oh forget abt this.went to meet my kor on mon.yar.for cookies.he was real nice la.quite gentlemen.everything was real fast n oh he doesnt look as nerdy as i expected a typical used to be an RI guy will be like so yup.most imptly i got the 8 bucks(ahaha.i really hope emm will read this..ahaha)