always.

Monday, September 13, 2004

.the last day of hol.

Hello there…hmm..it the end of sch hol..cant believe.it’s a bit too fast but glad
that it ends anywae..find that this hol has been rather unproductive in the way that I not only din get outta of the hse but also din do much hw.just managed to complete my zuo wen…which I due so damn long n oh just realize that today was the 3rd yr anniversary for 911 attack.guess that time pass real fast man..i mean..its like wow!..3yrs pass since I took psle.n tmr gonna be term 4 which is also the final leap for being sec 3.cant say that I really enjoy my sec3 life compared to sec2.but sec2 got ndp u see..n got real close with some ppl.this yr hardly got close with any.but then I managed to prove many wrong abt sec3 life that means that ya gonna fail everything(well..i heard that from jianhai)..anywae..i din fail those major tests I suppose(did I?I cant remember actually).ok that’s not the point.think I’m doin betta than I was in sec2..budden this yr term 3 din really fare that well I guess..sigh..i mean this sucks..y m I so proud that I thot I can get gd results even though I din study(this is true for the 1st half of the yr).to think myself becoming a genius is a fool’s dream.hate it to think this way.anyway.exams coming up n I’m not prepared for it.but everytime the idea of studying is making me puke.even tracy is catchin up but I’m not attemptin too..wads the hell has become of me..but it just suddenly dawn to me how badly I fare in term 3.but I still can take it within my streak cuZ I gave the don-care attitude..arrgh..ok I haven finish all my work but I guess I’ve done most of it(without the heart in it) n I’m actually proud of it!?sigh..i don knoe why I feel this way..well actually I think I know.it just that I cant find the purpose of life is when 24hrs ya r actually studying.i mean its gd for the future but I din noe wad my future gonna be like.i cant find the prupose of life.all I knew n learnt so far is that in life there’s no right or wrong which I don’t get it when there is so many examinations telling us what is right n wrong.life to me is just like an examination script.it may be unknown but there is a fixed answer to it.its an irony for whatever that I learnt so far..but nvm..gtg to complete the last bit of hw n hope I’ve got the motivation to study..n oh I caught the guy’s eyes(n can he stop bittin whatever he have..it gross me out.saw him bitting his handphone and ruler today)n oh mrs selvya is down right biased!here I go..*poofs*..lamee..