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Saturday, September 18, 2004

.depressed.

I think I know who is the person that ty was referring about someone who used to be girly n so on turns out to be that rebellious…that was what she roughly wrote but I cant help but agree. Think that the girl who ty refer to had ‘de-prove’(if ever there is such a word) a lot from her results. But I just assume that she’ll do well in the important years ba. but don know le. I think she should start searching her life back n not to be that distant from us anymore. Feel very sad for that girl. Think it’s the way of spending $$ n earning it that changes her. Yup. Hmm. When I heard emm say ‘no use going after sth I cant have’…I feel damn sad lor cause its like does it means that girls like us( the ugly ones) will never have a chance to meet the guy of our dreams ever. n all left for us r those as desperate as us? Its sad but true. The world is rather superficial n I cant blame it this way either. I personally feel that all those big movie stars or singers r encouraging this sort of image. I mean duh~. Suddenly wish that I have good complexion like someone. Hmm.very sad la. But heck cares la right. Oh today got to interact with my new patrol. It was not that bad as I thought it would be. But there is someone that makes me feel very irritated ALL THE TIME. It kind of put me down anyway. She was the only one who dampens my mood. Sigh. Anyway later got back to old patrol. Prefer kingfisher. Anyway that girl who irritated me, irritated emm also. Poor emm. Sigh. N oh realize that there r so many sandras throughout the level. Remind me of last time there were so many charlenes. Ahaha. Today guides n tuition was not as bad as I thought. Well @ least I survive. Ahaha. eng exam is exactly a week n later time pass real fast n all the papers just kick in n it sucks. Cause I just have no motivation to study. So yar…mom got me stresses up by her work. Don know if she will be jobless again or not. Hope not. Our family need that $$ a lot. Anyway. Sigh. anyway just got a phone call from grandma from china. so damn cool..ahhaa.i nv got oversea calls b4 mah..ahahha..