always.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Loving people is simple.

It is not a matter of who is wrong or who is correct.

The world(including Christians) sometimes can be so overly righteous that it becomes judgemental.

Even in the bible it says,

Do not be overly righteous, nor be overly wise

Why should you destroy yourself?

Ecclesiastes 7:16

If I have anything to say through this message.

It is sometimes not about who is right or wrong.

Or if God is fair or not.

It is simply will I love this person or not.

Love is a decision.

It is not based on moral values.

Not based on education.

But it is a decision.

Make your decision today.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Alvina: If you backslide, I will slap you.

Me: If you backslide, I will slap you too.

I seriously never talk to my leader that way, Alvina Ho!!

Haha.

Nevetheless, so proud of D10 now!

I am so excited.

I already seeing it in my spirit.

Cassandra, Nicole and Audrey and Jade will be leading worship one day during CG.

Pollyna and Felise will be playing guitar.

and our CG will NOT go off key anymore

AMEN! HAHA.

Wanting will be the next Chief Usher!

Weiling going to lead prayer session!

(She is like a prayer warrior now)

Alvina our next generation of Love Foundation

(She is always loving people and thinking others before her)

Kendra will be able to share her testimony to inspire more people

She is a survivor man!

Xueni is going to be our next artist!!

(She can really paint the town red!)

Ben Wing will be a gentleman! HAHAHA

Darren got even more stories to share.

(His stories never end seriously. Haha!)

Flavian going to be our next bassist!

Anyway, spent some time with grandma and mom today.

I feel so loved every single day.

Thank God!

Honestly, I do not understand why I hated this family in the past.

It just felt so sweet and I just want to treasure it.

When you carry that vision inside of you long enough, you'll find that the vision starts carrying you. (:

This is what Pastor shared and how true!

Everything I wanted in the past. A family. Love. Friends. Changing lives.

All that I dreamt of yesterday. I have it today.

And I have no doubt what I dream today will be what I will be in the future!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I am just humbled by God.

If there is anyone who say that they do not believe God exists,

I believe them because I was like that.

I remembered vividly that in 2006 I did not wish to attend church any longer because what is the point if God does not exist.

There may be many different circumstances that caused you not to believe so.

No encounters with God. Intellectual pride. Family situations. Giving up of the world.

But all these circumstances just prove that we are limited.

Have you come to the point you really 100% stretched?

100% used up to your limit?

I had. I have.

I realise today it is no longer about me.

It is no longer about me getting things done.

Trust me, when I say to get things done alone is 100 times easier to get people to do for you.

But, sometimes, it is not about getting the job done.

It is others.

It is you trust others.

It is you love others.

It is you believe in others.

Everyone loved to be believed in.

Why I am humbled?

Because I cannot do this alone.

I can learn everything about life.

I can know everything about life.

I can even break down for you why people do not believe in God logically.

If you are someone who seeks perfection,

you will know what I mean when I meant to feel this

never good enough feeling

always this limitation.

this constraint.

This is when God comes in

and teams are built.