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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Dear God,

Thank You for loving me even when I am so unlovable.

Thank You for never giving up on me when everyone condemned me.

Thank You daddy for the love you showered me.

Thank You for restoring my self-worth and thus self-confidence,

Thank You Daddy! =)

I am 19 and this is the best year of my life and Daddy I’m giving my 100 % to You, no one else except You.

Even though sometimes, I do not understand, although sometimes I grumble but Lord each time I thought of how You carefully planned my salvation, how You rebuilt me, how You make me successful and more than anything love me the most when no one does.

I am still saying I’ve made the right choice to give you the best year of my life to You, and no one else but You.

I love You Daddy.=)

Thank You!


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

HELLOOSS WORLD!!

I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE BRYAN AFRAID OF ME!!
hahaha..
=D =D =D =D
(i think he's going to be more scared of me.lol.)
and sorry bro i dun meant to scare you and i know you have no evil intentions.haha.

i guess that is what radical means.
i am so proud of hoGc because people will stand up for each other no matter what.
they are the people who make convictions and really stand by them.
they do not falter because they have convictions.
and i am so proud that i am one rare 19years old youth having such convictions.
=D =D =D

I have been thinking;
it is quite sad how people tailor the image of God to meet their needs
their needs to be successful
their needs to be beautiful
their needs to have good health
their needs to have friends.
if everyone really believe there is a high supreme being upstairs,
then how do we try to comprehend God and be like God and reduce Him
in such a way that is only beneficial to us.
if we believe He is so great,
which means He can do everything and anything,
why would He be treated like a servant to serve our needs?
Not many can comprehend what i am talking about,
but those who have ears let them hear.
=)

and i suddenly thought of something funny
most people ask why God doesnt answer ALL our prayers
if He does, i'm pretty sure most of us are dead
because i am sure you are hated once in your this lifetime and people wanted you to be dead!
haha.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

okies..i promised tty i will blog about her more!and here you are tty! making a star appearance on my blog!it is highly profitable u know.next time i will post all your porn photos!:P!haha.

anw, i simply love this awesome bestie!!we have survived more than 6 years together and more to come.

the reason i loved her so much because got 1 period of time i have this photog compeition (yea yea my cca which i always pon and do nth..haha).and i hv no cam and nth and i was pressed for deadlines.then i asked her to send me some photos so that i can submit(i know i cheated!!haha)
and this is one of the many photos she sent me!!
i've no idea why.
HAHA.
i told you my best friend so funny!!hahaahaha

Saturday, May 10, 2008

HELLLOSS world!!haha...i am so excited about life!Are you? =D =D =D

okies basically i woke up at 7 am and prepare a mother's day surprise for my mom!!
i've got her breakfast from Mcdonald and a beautiful rose that knows to blossom at the right time.
i felt so happy as i was preparing it.
i was astonished that i felt happy because those who know me well
know that there are hundred of reasons why i really hate my mom.
and i was thinking i really couldnt prepare a lovely surprise for some1 i dun even love just yesterday.
and God just challenged me that would i die for my mom?
i was like NOOOOO!!
and God was like that was how much it means when I take up the Cross for you.
I was like WHOAA!
haha..
really i felt i do not deserved of God dying on the Cross for me.=D

and after preparing all the stuff i went to listen jay chou "ting ma ma de hua"
i think jay chou is a God-sent musician
they way he infused chi and western style into music
and his lyrics oh my mama..
all i can say is LOVELY!
haha..
even anti-chi songs ppl like me cant help but salute him.
i thank God he's a christian
so that when i go up to heaven
i have FREE CONCERT of jay chou everyday.
ahahaha...i am talking nonsense right now as you can see!

oh wells at least i am crazy over You! =D =D =D

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Huiying once shared with me
she asked God to train her in her patience
and straight after her prayer,
many things happened to train her patience.

and i asked God to break me
and the next thing i know
i am having parental objection again.
and this is weird because honestly
i did what my mom expected of me
i worked.i have my own income.i did well for A's
and yet she can still insult church and God despite knowing it's truly God in my life.
but i love parental objection
because i remembered God just touched me the most when i had my most severe po.

and sometimes i thought of throwing in the towel,
because sometime u felt shortchanged.
and then this came abt from mabel

They long to be close to you. says:
and you see my post
They long to be close to you. says:
all got yr name sia.

and i felt so touched because this is all it matters! =DDDD.

building OTHERS dreams! awesome =)!