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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
You know what, I cannot agree with Dexter more that going to school is such a struggle each and single day and that completing assignments are a pain too. If anyone wants a good description and can relate how much a JC life really sucks, please go to http://www.dxtrtn.blogspot.com/ .haha.
And just when I am upset with school, Dexter's entry just blown me away again. This guy really knows what he wants, even that is the most unusual, unconventional way and future he dreams of (and i so know he is going to succeed in his dreams). I guess what really blow me away is that how many youths nowadays can actively and passionately declare and enjoy what they doing and knowing the exact purpose of what they are going to do in the future.
pardon me for saying this, what else does Singaporean kids know what to do besides getting a scholarship and go to University?
I do not want to lead that kind of life and I want to lead a purposeful life- a life that passionately seeking God. =)
I feel like deleting this entire entry as I once promised no more emo blog.But,something tell me i shouldnt.
I am going to love people!
I am going to praise Jesus!
I am no longer leading by my own strength!
I want to learn keyboard!
I am going to do well in my studies and church!
Nothing going to stop me from dreaming BIG! =) and nothing is going to stop me from giving my best to God.
I am a girl who knows what she wants too! =)
and btw, RED RAIN is here in Singapore! anyone who wants free tickets to a GREAT concert can always find me!! =) please do not feel shy! haha.
And just when I am upset with school, Dexter's entry just blown me away again. This guy really knows what he wants, even that is the most unusual, unconventional way and future he dreams of (and i so know he is going to succeed in his dreams). I guess what really blow me away is that how many youths nowadays can actively and passionately declare and enjoy what they doing and knowing the exact purpose of what they are going to do in the future.
pardon me for saying this, what else does Singaporean kids know what to do besides getting a scholarship and go to University?
I do not want to lead that kind of life and I want to lead a purposeful life- a life that passionately seeking God. =)
I feel like deleting this entire entry as I once promised no more emo blog.But,something tell me i shouldnt.
I am going to love people!
I am going to praise Jesus!
I am no longer leading by my own strength!
I want to learn keyboard!
I am going to do well in my studies and church!
Nothing going to stop me from dreaming BIG! =) and nothing is going to stop me from giving my best to God.
I am a girl who knows what she wants too! =)
and btw, RED RAIN is here in Singapore! anyone who wants free tickets to a GREAT concert can always find me!! =) please do not feel shy! haha.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
haha..okies.blogger finally back in shape if i can say it.eventful week i must say.nearly thought of walking out of church,out of God.
but nope i just knew i couldnt as i made a promise to You once-i will never leave You.
persecutions can strip me off- physically but it can't and can never strip my convictions.
i am a girl with convictions and intolerent of unfaithfulness. =)
seeing people who was once on fire for Jesus sometimes make you think twice about your commitment to church now
but seeing people who are running this race with you makes you run even harder. =)
that is what i carried from today cg and sve.=)
and i never ever want to compare myself to others but just to serve you.don want to be a hoarder!
phtog is coming to an end.hohoho.cant believe it,i am actually sad.no source of laughter anymore.suddenly, it seems that all the people who r going to make me laugh so much-jionchun,weekeong.nana,sijie,huile,helen,annette are going to leave me soon.(as in we will not be that close as we used to be when we do the saikang together).the whole process of quitting hockey and joining phtog just make me realise something:
it doesnt matter how much prestige or coolness u chase after, cuz in the end, it is the people and if they can make you happy,it means a lifetime.
so no matter how sai kang is phtog,how much some ppl can look down such a cca, i nv regret i was a loser to quit hockey cuz i gain much more! =).
de is coming to an end soon.boo.haha.
it is time to move on..
thank God for church-a place it will never leave me.anw,need to thank all my churchies below for praying for me and sms-ing me to encourage me. =)
-melinda
-leanna
-tracy
-fiona
-cherie
-selwyn
-LYNETTE =)
it all started cuz lynette tell cherie. tks darlings!=)
n jolyn for her tag! =)
but nope i just knew i couldnt as i made a promise to You once-i will never leave You.
persecutions can strip me off- physically but it can't and can never strip my convictions.
i am a girl with convictions and intolerent of unfaithfulness. =)
seeing people who was once on fire for Jesus sometimes make you think twice about your commitment to church now
but seeing people who are running this race with you makes you run even harder. =)
that is what i carried from today cg and sve.=)
and i never ever want to compare myself to others but just to serve you.don want to be a hoarder!
phtog is coming to an end.hohoho.cant believe it,i am actually sad.no source of laughter anymore.suddenly, it seems that all the people who r going to make me laugh so much-jionchun,weekeong.nana,sijie,huile,helen,annette are going to leave me soon.(as in we will not be that close as we used to be when we do the saikang together).the whole process of quitting hockey and joining phtog just make me realise something:
it doesnt matter how much prestige or coolness u chase after, cuz in the end, it is the people and if they can make you happy,it means a lifetime.
so no matter how sai kang is phtog,how much some ppl can look down such a cca, i nv regret i was a loser to quit hockey cuz i gain much more! =).
de is coming to an end soon.boo.haha.
it is time to move on..
thank God for church-a place it will never leave me.anw,need to thank all my churchies below for praying for me and sms-ing me to encourage me. =)
-melinda
-leanna
-tracy
-fiona
-cherie
-selwyn
-LYNETTE =)
it all started cuz lynette tell cherie. tks darlings!=)
n jolyn for her tag! =)
Saturday, May 12, 2007
oh right on!!! =)!! i am in fact very tired now,just came back from de camp and i am super drained,so much for laughing at others being so tired.haha.
anw,jerlyn is a super happy girl and no one can take this happiness from her! =)
went de in the morning as usual.it was just another usual day except i have to act out as melvin's gf at the super last min(seriously when i mean last min it is rly last min cuz it was suppose to be a guybf and guy gf thing then i was roped in cuz i was standing nearest to melvin) for some conflict scenario.quite funny thoughout the whole scene,then we got trashed by mr seng; not knowing we were not suppose to act out in the first place.haha.funny.but he is actually a very nice teacher!he gave the sl com a ride to j8 and even gave every sl com a treat in mos! do you know that total up to near $40 for a meal.too bad i am not in sl com.haha.
then we went to s-11 to eat and i shared fired ice-cream with christine.i missed fried ice cream but the 1 i ate today aint that impressive.oh wells.hahaha.then went to east coast.it is amazing how every1 fell asleep on the bus.haha.n i din.
n oh i realise i am bk to my introverted self today.haha.but i am happy who cares?haha.it is nice for people to keep me engaging and sorry i did not mean to make you all feel tired talking to me but i am just like that.somemore i am sick so i cant be as high as i am.sorry de instructors! =).and melvin pisses me off but huiqi explained to me it is part of his joke.well i really dun understand guys sometimes.but i still love his white gay slippers!! =)haha.
then we went for highlight of the day!! the sandcastle blding!!! it was so sosososoososos fun!!!haha i think the fun part was we and huiqi get tickled easily and it all started due to yuding.maybe cuz he knew i was pissed then he makes me laugh so much-nv in my life.haha.i cant stop laughing and smiling.=) =) =).great ppl all these instructors! =)
it took us
-5 people to build ONE sandcastle
-2 ppl to keep destroying it namely me and huiqi..haha.
-1 instructor to properly trained us on how to build bridge which is the lowest level of forming sandcastle and how we failed terribly-namely me and huiqi.
haha i love doing foolish things w huiqi and i realise God has every intention to put certain people in your life! =)
then we were suppose to teach the ab side for the sandcastle.haha.n i paired up with jionchun for a few min cuz there was nth left for me to do liao.haha.it was really funney cuz i din know jion chun is so gay!!haha he was yelling when all i did was put some wet sand on his neck.and you should see him trying to bld sandcastle while sayin i shud have cut my nails w looks of disgust.
trust a guy to say that.haha.
then we went to eat dinner as whole de! anw on the bus journey, i gave up seats for elderly twice.i felt so proud of myself cuz i sometime feel i am more gentleman than the guys out there.haha.but if i were to sit and suffer in guilt,i rather stand and suffer.same thing la i rather eat alone if i were to suffer in guilt to see my frenz eat alone.
cuz i know this time is going to be different with You in me! =)
anw i thought i am going to rest on my journey back home but God of course wont let me rest! =) i met a primary school friend and she was telling me that she is half working and half studying in poly.fruit for thought everyone.i think i am too spoilt,complaining all the tuitions,when my life is certainly more priviledged than others.God certainly opened up my heart and eyes tonight! i never felt such great compassion and see such great courage in a girl like her!
with all the fun today,i am happy but nothing makes me even happier than what i learnt from in the bus journey home.
labels: always be thankful for the Lord for all that you have! =)
anw,jerlyn is a super happy girl and no one can take this happiness from her! =)
went de in the morning as usual.it was just another usual day except i have to act out as melvin's gf at the super last min(seriously when i mean last min it is rly last min cuz it was suppose to be a guybf and guy gf thing then i was roped in cuz i was standing nearest to melvin) for some conflict scenario.quite funny thoughout the whole scene,then we got trashed by mr seng; not knowing we were not suppose to act out in the first place.haha.funny.but he is actually a very nice teacher!he gave the sl com a ride to j8 and even gave every sl com a treat in mos! do you know that total up to near $40 for a meal.too bad i am not in sl com.haha.
then we went to s-11 to eat and i shared fired ice-cream with christine.i missed fried ice cream but the 1 i ate today aint that impressive.oh wells.hahaha.then went to east coast.it is amazing how every1 fell asleep on the bus.haha.n i din.
n oh i realise i am bk to my introverted self today.haha.but i am happy who cares?haha.it is nice for people to keep me engaging and sorry i did not mean to make you all feel tired talking to me but i am just like that.somemore i am sick so i cant be as high as i am.sorry de instructors! =).and melvin pisses me off but huiqi explained to me it is part of his joke.well i really dun understand guys sometimes.but i still love his white gay slippers!! =)haha.
then we went for highlight of the day!! the sandcastle blding!!! it was so sosososoososos fun!!!haha i think the fun part was we and huiqi get tickled easily and it all started due to yuding.maybe cuz he knew i was pissed then he makes me laugh so much-nv in my life.haha.i cant stop laughing and smiling.=) =) =).great ppl all these instructors! =)
it took us
-5 people to build ONE sandcastle
-2 ppl to keep destroying it namely me and huiqi..haha.
-1 instructor to properly trained us on how to build bridge which is the lowest level of forming sandcastle and how we failed terribly-namely me and huiqi.
haha i love doing foolish things w huiqi and i realise God has every intention to put certain people in your life! =)
then we were suppose to teach the ab side for the sandcastle.haha.n i paired up with jionchun for a few min cuz there was nth left for me to do liao.haha.it was really funney cuz i din know jion chun is so gay!!haha he was yelling when all i did was put some wet sand on his neck.and you should see him trying to bld sandcastle while sayin i shud have cut my nails w looks of disgust.
trust a guy to say that.haha.
then we went to eat dinner as whole de! anw on the bus journey, i gave up seats for elderly twice.i felt so proud of myself cuz i sometime feel i am more gentleman than the guys out there.haha.but if i were to sit and suffer in guilt,i rather stand and suffer.same thing la i rather eat alone if i were to suffer in guilt to see my frenz eat alone.
cuz i know this time is going to be different with You in me! =)
anw i thought i am going to rest on my journey back home but God of course wont let me rest! =) i met a primary school friend and she was telling me that she is half working and half studying in poly.fruit for thought everyone.i think i am too spoilt,complaining all the tuitions,when my life is certainly more priviledged than others.God certainly opened up my heart and eyes tonight! i never felt such great compassion and see such great courage in a girl like her!
with all the fun today,i am happy but nothing makes me even happier than what i learnt from in the bus journey home.
labels: always be thankful for the Lord for all that you have! =)
Friday, May 11, 2007
ROARS! i shud be at pastor kong seminar now.ROARS.
why why why? why i do not have the discipline to wake up today?ROARS.
my greatest regret is today!!!
why why why? why i do not have the discipline to wake up today?ROARS.
my greatest regret is today!!!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
"breathe life into a dream,
that's what we're gonna do.
i remember Pastor How once told us before
"don't tell young people that they are foolish and naive when they tell you that they want to conquer and change the world, because in heart of God church, our youths really think that we can do it, so don't tell them otherwise"
so powerful,
i love my Pastors :)"
WOW WOW WOW! took this from jamie's blog.n i was just blown away.sometimes words like these,pick u up when u r rly down.not that i am down,just that i am just pessimistic with the world?somehow i felt drifted where i should be going and instead focus too much on academic excellance.how little faith i have,not just in my studies but thinking i am good at nothing at all times.
BUT, this time i noe it is gg to be so different! i am not gg to be put down by the world,the worldy world.haha.weird adjective.
i really want to do it cuz i believe and all i do is believing and You said real faith is when believing something you cant see,cuz if you can see,how does it profit u? =)
and it is really nice to see ppl tag and say i really change.=)
this time i shine and this time i fly
but not with a facade
but with a GREAT GOD!
tks to all those who tags and to greg too and sorry i do not have a habit to reply!!
was reading clarence sim's blog.his blog just set an alarm clock to me: it is time to basics again and the 8 pillars in ur mundane life!!
and it also reminded me the virginia tech shooting incident..i was sad that cuz i knew some1 could have reach out to him.someone could have love him.just like how pastors love all of us here and reach out to us despite our phy and emotional limits.
i used to think the world is like a masscare and no one really loves u.but now i know i am so wrong cuz my pastors really love us loads.there are ppl like my pastors and church mates loving u ppl out there.and thinking to reach out to u all to Christ but it is no simple mean feat and the whole purpose is not to homogenise the whole world into 1 religion but simply to love and love and love cuz the world seem so devoid of love.
i will nv nv ever leave this place call home:hoGc! =).cuz i have found my fulfilment to my needs for love,have you?
that's what we're gonna do.
i remember Pastor How once told us before
"don't tell young people that they are foolish and naive when they tell you that they want to conquer and change the world, because in heart of God church, our youths really think that we can do it, so don't tell them otherwise"
so powerful,
i love my Pastors :)"
WOW WOW WOW! took this from jamie's blog.n i was just blown away.sometimes words like these,pick u up when u r rly down.not that i am down,just that i am just pessimistic with the world?somehow i felt drifted where i should be going and instead focus too much on academic excellance.how little faith i have,not just in my studies but thinking i am good at nothing at all times.
BUT, this time i noe it is gg to be so different! i am not gg to be put down by the world,the worldy world.haha.weird adjective.
i really want to do it cuz i believe and all i do is believing and You said real faith is when believing something you cant see,cuz if you can see,how does it profit u? =)
and it is really nice to see ppl tag and say i really change.=)
this time i shine and this time i fly
but not with a facade
but with a GREAT GOD!
tks to all those who tags and to greg too and sorry i do not have a habit to reply!!
was reading clarence sim's blog.his blog just set an alarm clock to me: it is time to basics again and the 8 pillars in ur mundane life!!
and it also reminded me the virginia tech shooting incident..i was sad that cuz i knew some1 could have reach out to him.someone could have love him.just like how pastors love all of us here and reach out to us despite our phy and emotional limits.
i used to think the world is like a masscare and no one really loves u.but now i know i am so wrong cuz my pastors really love us loads.there are ppl like my pastors and church mates loving u ppl out there.and thinking to reach out to u all to Christ but it is no simple mean feat and the whole purpose is not to homogenise the whole world into 1 religion but simply to love and love and love cuz the world seem so devoid of love.
i will nv nv ever leave this place call home:hoGc! =).cuz i have found my fulfilment to my needs for love,have you?
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I AM SO EXCITED that i could not contain my excitement.(and i don know why?)
i am so excited to see lives change!!!! i saw one life changed and you know what i saw her blog..oh my oh my.her blog has changed like mine:so positive and nothing negative..goodness goodness!! i am super super super excited for the next one to be changed;and you know what many many many teens lives are going to be changed and their mundane blog with so many unhappy things will soon be replaced with happiness and cheers like mine.
i am so excited.church moving soon!!!!AHHH!! this is history man!! i am so so soososososoos excited..
pstor kong seminar!!!!!!!!!!! =) =) =) i am so excited to hear to worship and even to USHER! =)
my chem test on wed--hahahahahahahhahahaha.
my mom and my grandma getting saved.oh my goodness.i am so sososososososoososososoososoososososososososooso excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think something wrong with me..haha..i have the energy to do lots of things but i am feeling tired from all the excitement.but nevertheless i know my passion wont fade.i dun mind feeling tired like this.haha.i rather be excited than sad.haha.
EXCITED! EXCITED EXCITED!!!! = D!!
and You dropped the word thrice on sat and i know it is time to rise up! =)
i am so excited to see lives change!!!! i saw one life changed and you know what i saw her blog..oh my oh my.her blog has changed like mine:so positive and nothing negative..goodness goodness!! i am super super super excited for the next one to be changed;and you know what many many many teens lives are going to be changed and their mundane blog with so many unhappy things will soon be replaced with happiness and cheers like mine.
i am so excited.church moving soon!!!!AHHH!! this is history man!! i am so so soososososoos excited..
pstor kong seminar!!!!!!!!!!! =) =) =) i am so excited to hear to worship and even to USHER! =)
my chem test on wed--hahahahahahahhahahaha.
my mom and my grandma getting saved.oh my goodness.i am so sososososososoososososoososoososososososososooso excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think something wrong with me..haha..i have the energy to do lots of things but i am feeling tired from all the excitement.but nevertheless i know my passion wont fade.i dun mind feeling tired like this.haha.i rather be excited than sad.haha.
EXCITED! EXCITED EXCITED!!!! = D!!
and You dropped the word thrice on sat and i know it is time to rise up! =)
Friday, May 04, 2007
haha.i was supposed to be online and we promised to chat later.but i was apprehensive to go online cuz i knew i was going to be blasted cuz of my faith again.but i also have to go online and check out one of my darlings.so how?
i decided to go online.
God makes the person goes offline.
haha.what a wonderful God i have! =)
"Let us be will-driven not emotions-driven." Lynette
Lynette keep talking about rising up to be leader.
if God wants me to do it and trust me enough to do it,i will do it.
but if not, i am happy to remain as a follower anyway.=).
=) =) =) =)!
i decided to go online.
God makes the person goes offline.
haha.what a wonderful God i have! =)
"Let us be will-driven not emotions-driven." Lynette
Lynette keep talking about rising up to be leader.
if God wants me to do it and trust me enough to do it,i will do it.
but if not, i am happy to remain as a follower anyway.=).
=) =) =) =)!
haha..okies. i am in school library and supposedly to do my proposal but i dun feel like it an decided to edit my blog abit since it is a bit not updated.anw, basically it is spring cleaning!haha.
as i was updating my desires section i realised i cancel out lots of things like i always desired to be happy, see my eyecandy,new hp(which i got!a even better than the SE phone i always wanted.praise the Lord for that!),to be loved and to be surrounded by people.
do you know why i cancel all of them out?
cuz i have simply found all of them after i found my God! =)
n it never really dawn to me until today and i felt a need to blog it! =)
i love Romans!(as in the chapters in the bible..haha.)
okies.i need to go to the loo now.wahahha.
*beaming*
as i was updating my desires section i realised i cancel out lots of things like i always desired to be happy, see my eyecandy,new hp(which i got!a even better than the SE phone i always wanted.praise the Lord for that!),to be loved and to be surrounded by people.
do you know why i cancel all of them out?
cuz i have simply found all of them after i found my God! =)
n it never really dawn to me until today and i felt a need to blog it! =)
i love Romans!(as in the chapters in the bible..haha.)
okies.i need to go to the loo now.wahahha.
*beaming*