always.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

i'm guilty!!

ok.thats it.i don know what comes over me n i din make use of the hol well.germaine n jian long got bk their psle results n their results frighten me.n it makes my next yr o's seem so bleak n dull n it seems theres aint a future at all.just realise that tmr will be going for sentosa cip.last min.don feel like going.but hey scared ppl will got piss cuZ i pull out last min.anyway i've been bored the past few wks mayb just go out n have some fun.it wouldnt hurt that much right.but part of me feel guilty that i wasted the entire afternoon doin nth.most imptly,i'm thinking how natalie can just survive studying the whole day.man i wish i've the same determination like hers.n everyone is scaring me after attendin the superteam camp.i mean look @ their goals.wow!sigh.ok thats all.thats what i've feeling.me feeling down these past few days with no reasons..sigh.n realise that nov is coming to an end.so sad.how much time i've wasted.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

went swimming then nav's hse

wheeze.here i go.manage to progress a later in my swimming.so yup.but cheat a bit la.i know how to back float n a little froggie.but once i sink n touch the floor then i push myself up de.can u imagine if i'm in 1.8m pool.ok.i'll just droen.anyway i swam in 0.9m pool.hey not my fault the 1.2m pool is crowded n plus the fact that it goes deeper n deeper to 1.8.anyway i was arguing with ahma that the champion was shot in tp swimming complex.but aiyah.ahma still don believe me.so yup.n oh went with ahma gay n emm.ty pull out @ the last min.i was late again.anyway.the stupid ticket machine is like an ass.then somemore there r like quite a no.ppl waiting behind me.and there was this guy say hey u need to pay 60cents more.like hello?i know?ok.then went in.n when we were changing.this guy was looking @ us.n i caught him n he gave me a smile.damn pian tai k.ahma put on sun tan n i think sihui was tryin to put.then she squeeze a lot then ahma went to apply on emm n emm apply it onto me.annyway emm was eating her breakfast n since her both hands kanna the sun tan.she has to stop eating.after that went in the pool.learn how to trap water.the after a while me n ahma decide to go to the smaller pool.so yar.just keep practising.emm n gay came n visit us occasionally.anyway ahma kept giving me advise budden by then my ear was blocked by the water n made her reply like shit till she give up.emm n gay went up 1st n bathe.me n ahma stay till 2 n it happens to start rainnin.too.the 1st cubicle that i went in has no water from the shower.n i only realise after i took off my swimmin costume.then i went into the 2nd cubicle.there was a pad.i found it disgustin.but anyway i cant lock the cubicle n i went into the 3rd cubicle where i finally can shower but there was a spider n its web.damn scary la.arrgh.then after that went delifrance with ahma n n met emm n gay there.we ate.but i not full.ahha.so yar.emm n gay left 1st then me n ahma went fairprice n get choco for nav.went cd rama.don know if i shud buy princess diaries soundtrack.i really love all the songs in there le.how.?sigh.n then we took 142 n go pp mrt station.we were so early that ahma say we shuld miss the 1st train n wait 4 the 2nd train which was 9min.n we reach there like @3.45 still.damn early right.so yup.we met aud 1st.surprise that she was that early.then came amanda tan n mandy.heard that they went little india.then tracy n she brought brownies.then after that think nav cam.n we were waitin for anna n dhivya.funny thing was that anna actually went to sengkang.ok then i think we reach nav's n eat like nobody business.the food was damn good.but sad man ahma wanted to leave early or else i'll want to stay for dinner.then nav show us her estate.its an old condo n it was damn bad.almost like a terrace hse littat.anyway amanda n anna decided to play with the swing.ahhaa.i help to push.the later they want to stop but cant.saw the pool which damn deep 2m!!!!but very filthy also.hehe.then went to play taboo.damn fun.n always nobody check the time n we always screaming.the person who's always descibing is always using the hands.so every1 learn to put their hands under the butt.then regina left 1st then anna n dhivya/then me n ahma.the rest was staying for arsenal match.n oh cheryl n deena arrive later too.hmm so yar.thats it for the day.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

heritage badge.

ok.reach city hall late half an hr.real sorry!so yar. we(me,ty,emm,gay,ahma) met yuan ting n some other sec1s whose names i do not know.sorry.n also met sharon n her mom.so yar.went there.took pics.we started from the st andrew cathedral then we went supreme court n padang n i mistook old parliament hse as a gov blding.old parliament is actually the art hse now.went inside.to enjoy air-con then later went we came out the rain was pouring like shit littat.then we went in again.n oh the red carpet is damn nice to walk.anyway we went in this shop n this shopkeeper a lady who gay think she a bit alike to lim hwee bin.think its the haircut n the dress n the specs la.but the person herself damn nice.very welcoming.tell us some of the items is her shop.allow us to stay there quite some time.i think she's lonely too.the shop quite secluded n normal day there r like no1 in it.so yar..anyway by the time we got up.the rain stop it was stuffy but the sky @ the other side is black.went to empress place.took a lot of pix again.esp with all those statues.n also along the way ty told me n ahma n emm abt ghost stories that she heard during the superteam camp.then after that went war memorial.take pix.feel hungry n went raffles place to eat.thinl we went to suntec 1st b4 we got into food court.when i was in precious moment shop,suddenly feel like shitting must be the ice kechang.ahaha.then after came out of toliet then gay say she want to go ps for some jolin tsai thingy.yar.then ahma changed her mind of goin.i also.ty n emm nearly pull me out but i din.so yar.then u went home.tmr need to go swimming again b4 going nav's hse.so yar.i've no motivation to study le.:(!

went out with the 3z ppl

ok.here i go.i'm damn frustrated alright.i wrote like long essay n yet the page cannot be displayed n when i go back all my masterpiece are gone just like the ash blowing in the wind.a bit not sad can.ok so here i go.all this happened on mon.i've made several attempts to write n publish this since mon but it just refused n turned its back on me.so yar.i'm rewriting for the don noe how many times.ok here i go.i started the day by waking up @ 0830 which was consider an amazing feat for me cause i usu wake up at 11 plus or sometimes in the afternoon.so yup.went tracy hse.took 159.ahma told me to ask the bus driver the new tech park blding so that i cld stop @ the right bus-stop.so yar.took the bus-driver like taxi-driver littat.n when i finally reached.he told me to get down.very nice of him but also damn embarrassing for me la.cuZ everyone on the bus was staring @ me.so yup.but i don feel embarrassed @ all.think it was the fear of swimming later or my skin is damn thick.ok.i reach there n they(julia/ahma/mandy/manda tan/tracy) taught me to swim.ok.but i still cant swim hehe.so yar.think they got lots of patience!!cuZ i'm such a slow learner ahaha.hmm..ok.then later went ps watch princess diaries.once we reach there we've got this fight on where to eat but in the end mandy n julia went yos.n me manda n ahma went food court.but i think long john more cheap le budden no1 want so yar.n we go watch the movie.not bad.but not as gd as the 1st i suppose but still there r some damn funny parts.n LORD NICHOLAS IS DAMN SEXY.ok @ least i think he is.i mean his eyes la.don noe the actor's real name.will try to find out later.so yar.after that went home.so thats it for the day

Monday, November 08, 2004

xiany's chalet

ty say xianny shuld be spelt as xiany.so ahaha.i start using this lor.got so used with '' xianny'' liao.:Pok went chalet yesterday.actually want to write everything yesterday but my com a bit not screw up le.so haiZ..ok went there after an hr n half bus journey.sit like damn dizzy man..almost die.then after that still need to take bus to chalet.ok then i went into the chalet.its very small not that kind that i had expected.so yar..ate my lunch in there then we went cycle.a bit scared in the beginning but after that it was alright.cycle for an hr.wheeZ..quite fun.the sun was bright n shinning n i get a bit of tan.then me n xiany went to sit on the rock n started toking.don think i get a nice tan but after so many days of rain.its betta than nth.so i really appreciate yesterday.then after that xiany's father drop us @ novena n we went orchard.lied to my mom that i'm on the bus.cuZ i know she wont allow n == xiany need to get a hairband n i need rubber band.in the end i bought 2 sticks of honey too.walk almost the entire part of heeren.by the time i'm quite tired n all the muscles cranps r terrible!!so yar.went home @ 7.not bad a day.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

pioneer badge

wow.1st day in the entire mth? finall it shine after so much rain.*phew*went for pioneer badge.din know till the last min.so i went.tent pitching was ok.then the stupid firelighting.just cant get the fire started.blow n blow like shit littat.but all my husk r burnt out n my twigs have not catch stupid fire.donnoe how many sticks i used.the mr mail was nice.he saw n help me start the fire.i no need to do re-test.kind of unfair.budden..hehe..actually he put all the husks n twigs again n start the fire for me.all i have to do is just wait for it to boil.hehe.ok.then ladder.ahahha..all my ladder all slant 1 side de.i climb out nearly die out of fright man.ahaha.then later emm n ty saw mr mail walk across the glass panel n onto another outlet.they wanted to try.they did.i was scared.think out of fright from climbing the ladder.anyway i pluck out courage when sharon walk across.ahaha.i don want to be a loser.ahahha.ok.so yup.then later after that went lunch.went for slighly more than 1hr.then came bk for orientering.damn tired.also don noe y.think i suffer cramps from ice-skating liao.then somemore the pioneer test.then tmr.swimming.don think i'll hv anymore strength left.n oh orientering require map reading.n i just don understand the stupid topo map.ahma explain to me like shit.ahhahathen after that most of the time was ahma findin grid reference.ok i feel gulity.but i cant read anything from my map.but i find directions.hehe.ni we were stuck @ q dunoe.then ahma call wanru for ans.must admit we cheat again.ahahaa.the realise the blding we need to find is ite then after that we've got to find the bishan cc.we stuck there n quarrel for like 1 hr.n actually guides is slighly opp guides hse.a bit not frustrating le.somemore the ans to that question is super diao..can..ahaha.then by the time we came bk.yq their batch went liao.so gd.then we haven take axeman-ship.it was quite ok.me n ahma pass on 1st trial.then later went j8.wanna to buy some gummy n hairbands.met clara n wanling n huiyen.n took neoprints n ahma was pull into it.becuZ of me again.alamak.think i create a lot of pro for ahma that day.ahhaha.ok then we take.not bad that machine.ahaha.my main wish is to be able to take as much neoprints with lots of diff peeps so that got memory instead of the same old peeps.so yup.thats all for the day.:P!

Friday, November 05, 2004

ice-skating

went out on wed with xinli emm ty pamela sim n bi jun.yar..went all the way to jurong east le.very craZy hor.but sigh yar.spend quite sometime there.it was quite fun. n oh 1st time ty was so early.when i was waiting for emm @ bishan, she was already @ jurong east.wow!ahha.so yup.emm was really scared abt ice-skating.but i was like emotionless?ahaha. i think i was better off ice-skating than riding bicyle.i fell twice.but it did hurt that much when i fell off the bicycle.1st trial was walking around the railing then slowly let go but still walking then after that see ppl skate then i learn abt of skating.then after which start skating means u cant stop skating.skating is fun but not when u r already pro liao.so yar.unless some1 teach u more pro de.i see some young girls doing ballerina with ice-skate.its so much nicer.OMG!!ahahha.betta than those rough hockey players i guess.keep shaving ice onto innocent peeps n make them afraid so that they'll fall.evil.anyway emm like this guy.ahhaa.say abt saw him in the bus onec.waa!!such a coincidence?i know s'pore very small.but u know.i nv get to see the guys i like more than once!?ahaha.mayb its fate.mayb they r meant for each other.ahhahai watch the champions n i think yilin is damn bitch!?can i use the word!?ahaha.anyway she is.anyway she let me realize that it is not easy to find some1 whom u like so much to like u bad.so if that ever happen.must treasure it!!anyway.going to learn how to swim on mon.very excited.want to make use of my youth to learn as much things as possible.ahahhaa.think the only thing that i regret will be not learnin r.gym n able to dance on stage.anyway edmund just asked me if he look like slyv.sim.funny.i don know.i cant even rem how he look like.ahaha.in fact i cant even rem how the guy i like look like.ahhaha.sigh.mayb its gd.mayb i can just 4get him n cont more on my studies.oh i don mean i like edmund!!ahahaa..just in case those who got the wrong idea!!

Monday, November 01, 2004

go out with wq n xianny

bad weather.very bad weather.very very bad weather.ok...so this it istoday is the day when the sun shud b shinin n bright n i shud b suntannin.*bleahx.but its just din happen.don u get it.means no suntan for.damn bloody piss.n anyone for thank god.whoever u r.whenever u r late.don blame me for coming early,ok!?i hate this pissing off statements ok?anyway.yar..the weather was very bad.n when we reach harbourfront,we were like lets go bowling instead.n lets go orchard.then suddenly as we walk back towards the mrt station.wq suddenly said since we were already there y not give it a shot.n that was it.we decided to turn back n n tookk the bus to sentosa.we were like playing tourists littat.i'm surprised that wq n xianny had not been here in their teens.i always thought sentosa will be a common place to visit.its like my 3rd visit there already?ahaha.yar.xianny thot the whole trip was not enjoyable except for monorail.ahhaha.i think it was ok but just not satisifying.:P.wq n xianny was trying to find their friends but just cant.anyway they r in siloso beach not palawan.almak.ahaha.nvm.we play on the beach for a while.wq make an octopus n crab out of sand.took lots of pic.actually its me that cant get my hands off xianny digital cam.i wish i hv one like hers.don need to be real damn ex.but sth nice n sophiscated.then we played in the playgrd for a while.anyway.there was this parrot show that was nice but xianny n wq got bored of it n decided to move on to the next destination.so yup.the day ended but not the rain.in the end we went heartland mall to take neoprints.on the train.saw xianny pri school classmate n her bf i guess.the girl was like a bit shock when xianny called her name.so funny.her facial expression.anyway when we were @ heartland.saw sara-ann n wq was trying to avoid her.haha.after we took neoprints,we still took pics outside the neoprint shop.nice n a bit funny.i bought some sweets n the bags had a hole n all the sweets went into my bag which was so gross la.anyway i forgotten to say that i went sch today too.very quiet the school.saw some sec 4 playing badminton to relieve stress.when on the way to school.saw a bunch of sec 2s.n when marion saw me she shouted my name across the streets n it was damn ma lu-ing.then after i hand in some docs,outside the school premises saw jenric.she was rather sweet n nice n i managed to say good luck for her o's!which was great.cuZ usu the timid will not be able to say so.think i look kinda of stupid with sch u n sandals.ahahha.n oh the most relief thing that day was like my grandma actually accepted what i bought.*phew*